Monthly Archives: June 2016

I Will Beat Her

i will beat her “16 For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. 17 For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;”  II Corinthians 4:16-17. My outward mind and body is dying.  It needs to, it has to.  It’s just not right.  Mental and emotional baggage weighs heavy on my soul (Ecclesiasticus 30:21 [Apocrypha]).  My thoughts confuse me and blind me of the sanctity of the commandments (Proverbs 14:12).  I was told speaking my mind was power; it’s not (Ecclesiasticus 28:18 [Apocrypha]).  I was taught that I needed no man…all lies. (Ecclesiasticus 36:25 [Apocrypha]).  I couldn’t see the good in the midst of tribulation because I lost faith and did not believe (John 14:1). I am beating the old me down.  She cannot come back...

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